hypnotic junkie

“There is no pleasure in having nothing to do.
The pleasure is in having lots to do and not doing it.”
-Mary Wilson Little

19.02.06

Left to solitude and darkness,
unarmed i succumb to heart.
Melting to weakness,
to openness,
to freedom,
to truth…

23.02.06

everyday, we (try to) make accomplishments - no matter how trivial -
to make each day worthy of our majestic existence.
some accomplishments are hard-earned and success is rooted from mustered courage.

pain is not a sole territory of masochism and the other -isms.
pain is necessary to know pleasure.
sometimes, pain has to be self-inflicted for one to be disciplined.

of all people, you alone know best your threshold.
if you can not trust your self to hurt yourself;
how can you trust others to hurt you?

Love is…
numb and stupid =)

Misery hates company…

it is proud in its mourning;
it holds greatness in its solitude;
it seeks distinction among the joyful;
it harbors dignity among the strident.

so share your sorrow not
dear griever;
you need silence
to tread these waters.

it feels so good to hate.
it feeds my senses,
fuels my intellect;
fires my spirit
invigorating my being
creating an inferno
carving deep my soul.

how come love numbs me?

i fear none…
but the advent of my calling…

Who are you
to be so proud
of who you are??!!!