30.05.06; 0240hrs
i’ve learned…
that no effort is futile…
every effort is worth the effort
…because if you make yourself believe that that effort is futile,
you will never make any effort at all…
and effort is all you need to do anything…
29.05.06, 03:06am
my mind wanders far tonight.
i wonder if it can
find me
a sweet place
to sleep…
15.05.06
i have become merely fragments of what i used to know.
helplessly i hold on to the mercy of those shards,
with my bleeding hands i hold them;
lest they crumble and wither away all thought,
and cease to reside in my memory;
fleeing from the one
who has forgotten them
to be redeemed.
